Tuesday, December 4, 2007

I won't extend this story into a fable but I would be fibbing if I was to say that for me Dale's character was not full of mythical proportions. Short of wearing a cape, the guy was a type of superhero or villain. It depends on how you look at it. Standing strong at 5'7 and 118lbs., on a winters morn', he didn't let his size set precedent for how he would live. Meeting Dale on that lonely day was a gift from the heavens. Placing himself next to me at the bar, he quickly ordered Bourbon "Straight up!" His voice squeaked as he chirped out his order. It didn't seem to bother him though. Leaning to his side, almost falling off the stool, he began to search for his wallet. Like a lizard snapping at an eight year old boy's curious fingers Dale whipped his head toward me and yelled "I always pay right away!" He slid his hand out in front of him and extended it across the whole bar. I don't know why he told me this but I didn't care. I slowly inched away and turned to look at a decent looking woman in her thirties who I somehow overlooked. Suddenly I felt slight breathing over my shoulder and heard the word "Tail." slowly ease it's way out of a weathered old voice box. I didn't have to move. I knew who it was. Turning around calmly I figured that this lost soul would slide back into his earlier position yet I was wrong. By the time I got clockwise to the front of the bar I could smell his breath as if it was fumigated right into my lungs. He didn't move an inch. However, the biggest surprise was that his breath didn't smell horrible. A strong permeating minty odor seeped from his face as if he had been sucking on a giant Yorks Peppermint Patty for three hours. I decided to stay put and not face him. He got the clue and turned clockwise as well.
"Yep. Fine piece, my friend. Dale's my name."
He uttered these words so fast that I barely had time to ignore them before his hand gripped mine and began to shake it firmly. I didn't want to retreat so I shook his hand. He wildly released mine then gulped down his bourbon in a flash. His actions were so abrupt that I gradually found myself intrigued by his spontaneity. While my interest grew Dale abruptly switched his eyes from my face and I noticed that he looked past me, way past me. 1,000 miles gone. Leaping off the stool and barely landing on both feet, Dale sped past me but not before whispering "Snooze you lose!" into my right ear. Shuffling past an oncoming biker couple, he made his way toward the woman I had just watched a minute prior.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Last week I was in between a few drinks at a local watering hole. The usual. A few sips here and there. Mostly Jack and Cokes. I tend to keep it simple. I was minding my own, just peeling the labels off of my partners empty Coors'. The place was light on traffic, just a few booze hounds intermixed with strumpets and a twenty year old derelict who had nowhere to go but downhill. He decided that here would be the place to start. And he was right. My head laid low as I kept peeling. "This is a Man's World" was piped out gently, smoothly and it eased my frustration, enough to let me look up as I heard the back door creak open. A large beam of sunlight shot like a cannon ball into our morgue and the vampires turned away as if the earths gift was nothing but a nuisance. I didn't mind it. I actually liked it. The sun cut through the room and illuminated it enough to make me realize that there was a world outside of this one, where day and night didn't blend into one another like tangled ivy. I didn't have too much in life but my world got a little brighter the day I met Dale Sullivan.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Song of Ramble

Setting forth a course in range
Onto life’s other stage
Filled with depth and mystery
Step by step challenging gravity
Unlock the door and step inside
That it was never locked is what you’ll find
But now you’re here what shall you do?
When opportunity bears down on you
To have what you want may bring fear
To have what you need erects a mirror
Reflecting back into your eyes
That life itself is the real prize

Monday, November 26, 2007

In the garden, when dusk had settled in and nights sky darkened everything around it, Stephanie would wade out into the middle of the worn out bricks. Within the circle she crouched low, her sunset dress puffed out onto the ground creating waves of flowing fabric all around her. In the density of those summer nights, when it was so hot that you seemed to choke on your own breath, I would watch her perform. With the illusion of being alone firmly placed in her mind she gave all feelings and emotions over to the unpredictability that arises when all thoughts cease and nothing is left but action. With a quarter moon perched ever so lightly above her head, she lifted her arms out towards nothing yet she was grasping at something. In a moment she sprung from the ground and was making wild leaps into the air. I could not help but laugh. Through these movements she resembled a grasshopper who had lost her legs and now thrashed about because to lay still would mean defeat and to no longer be a hopper. If she did hear my laughter she never led on. Like a proud queen she kept her gaze and chin in arching suspense while her whole being crashed and rose with heaps of energetic splendor. As time wore on her breathing became labored. She stopped. Turning around she stared directly into my direction. With a flutter of quick movements she strode over to my hiding place. I tried to run but was caught from behind with a hard blow from her heel.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

The guard rails shoot up towards the heavens and the fortress is founded from the inside. Draw the lines between freedom and suffocation. There was a time when the feelings of independence and life fired through the veins like a shot of dilaudid. Ohhhhh, that wave, that rush! Both the freedom and the drug invigorate yet I would choose the natural high simply because of the opportunities that lie within it.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

When Adrian was a boy the lights flickered like fireflies in a glass jar. Clarity was not found when looking from the outside in. The jar's labels had faded and its round edges were scuffed from years of use. A soft haze hovered like a cloud marring its transparency.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Stepped off the path and green leaves were found sprinkled along trampled footprints. Dancing Bears and fire sticks that blinded the eyes were no longer amusing. Onto something rich. Richer. Or poorer. Left to worry about payments that were taken care of by another. No longer able to stand on ones own 2 feet. Difficult to grasp. It grasps around the throat and strangles until the gurgling noises of stressed air pulse out through the nostrils and lips. The rosy ones that spoke of sweet times that were now distant yet not so far removed as attempts were made to make to a return. Spring in fall conjures up feelings of being out of step with the life cycle yet it is better than feeling like winter in fall or winter in summer for that matter. Matters most when one is no longer able to differentiate one season from the next and they all melt into a conglomeration of days that never end, just slipping into a purplish black then awaken as orange heats up the morning sky. But on the way towards the clearing clenched teeth are beginning to loosen and speaking becomes tempered and easy.